Mother Belly - January '94
(Winner - Chiltern Writers' National Poetry Competition)

My belly is a sack of grain
Raided for its sacred seed,
Torn and scarred by fingers
Thick with hunger.

My belly is a sleeping dragon
Hunched and hard and swollen.
Fire-starter from the deep sea bed
Tongue tied by domesticity.

My belly is an old crone moon
Eaten away like an applecore
Shaped with mouths.
This gaping wound, her startled eye,

Which never shuts.

My belly is the Yggsdrasil
Roots reaching for ovaries.
From grandmother to dormant egg
Skin laced with branches moving.

Untitled - Oil, sand and paint on canvas

 

My belly is the white horse hill
Remote and wild and stinging.
Anchor for the kites of children
Scored by strings of road and plough and grave.

My belly is Boscawen un.
Rattle hipped, flame haired, rising.
A circle of stone on a gorse strewn moor,
An hour lost somewhere dancing.

My belly is an unmade bed
Dreams imprinted ripples on water,
A tide of sheets around your head.
Until daylight calls and on waves
Of rage you swim
.

Untitled - Oil, sand and paint on canvas
Untitled - Oil, sand and paint on canvas
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